I really long for just five days in a row where I don't have to go anywhere, but that won't happen for at least another six years or more.
Yesterday while I was sitting in a supervisor's office in some strange CSO in another city miles away from home, trying to entertain myself and my son while my husband was in his meetings, I read some more in Jerry Bridge's Respectable Sins book. I read the chapter on Unthankfulness. Wow. It hits me where I live. He says we are commanded to be thankful in all circumstances.
This is difficult for me when I am so exhausted. But that's what Scripture says. "Give thanks in all things, for this is the will of God..." This might be a paraphrase as I don't have my Bible handy right now. But that is the meaning of it if not the exact words.
Ok, so what I can I give thanks for....
- My husband has a job and supports his family faithfully
- I have a husband
- That I homeschool and it affords me the flexibility to be able to travel with my husband so he can attend his meetings
- That God gives me the strength I need to travel with him.
- That I can get all kinds of reading done while sitting at the office waiting...reading that I normally do not have time for at home
- That sometimes while waiting for him I am able to find good bargains at nearby thrift shops or dollar stores on things I will use and need.
- That it gives me a break from the monotony of the daily grind
- That God teaches me new things about Him and my relationship to him in the reading I bring along.
- That God has kept us safe on the roads
- That we get to stop in and visit my parents regularly to see how they are doing.
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